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Hi!! It’s Rahi! some of you who have followed me for years know that i’ve been stuck with shitty emotionally and physically abusive parents all my life. My parents have gaslighted, (or is it gaslit?) me about a traumatic event that occured for years, deny the fact that i have BPD and depression, turned a blind eye to my multiple suicide attempts and, recently, it’s gotten a lot worse.
Due to my deteriorating mental health, i decided to get a job so i can save up and move to a healthier environment in hopes that i can recover from years of abuse. However, my parents aren’t pleased, (since working would mean financial independence), and are forcing me to quit before getting paid and even if i do get paid, they’d only take the money and use it for their own benefit.
This is definitely the last resort. I hate that i have to ask for money from others, but i cannot come up with another possible solution. I really hope to be able to escape this toxic environment as soon as i can because i don’t think i’ll be able to last like this for long. Even £1 will mean a lot to me
If you can’t donate, (which is totally fine!), please do signal boost. Thank you so much for reading this <3

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6th Aug 2016 | 3,902 notes

historical-nonfiction:

This love letter was found clutched to a mummy’s chest in Korea. His name was Eung-tae, a member of Korea’s ancient Goseong Yi clan, and the letter was written by his pregnant wife after he died prematurely at the age of 30 in 1586. It says:
To Won’s Father
June 1, 1586
You always said, “Dear, let’s live together until our hair turns gray and die on the same day.” How could you pass away without me? Who should I and our little boy listen to and how should we live? How could you go ahead of me?
How did you bring your heart to me and how did I bring my heart to you? Whenever we lay down together you always told me, “Dear, do other people cherish and love each other like we do? Are they really like us?” How could you leave all that behind and go ahead of me?
I just cannot live without you. I just want to go to you. Please take me to where you are. My feelings toward you I cannot forget in this world and my sorrow knows no limit. Where would I put my heart in now and how can I live with the child missing you?
Please look at this letter and tell me in detail in my dreams. Because I want to listen to your saying in detail in my dreams I write this letter and put it in. Look closely and talk to me.
When I give birth to the child in me, who should it call father? Can anyone fathom how I feel? There is no tragedy like this under the sky.
You are just in another place, and not in such a deep grief as I am. There is no limit and end to my sorrows that I write roughly. Please look closely at this letter and come to me in my dreams and show yourself in detail and tell me. I believe I can see you in my dreams. Come to me secretly and show yourself. There is no limit to what I want to say and I stop here.

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18th May 2016

inactivity notice

lol my computer broke so i wont be on tumblr till i get a replacement one. so see u guys in probably like august or september, maybe earlier if i get on someone elses computer.

30th Apr 2016 | 209 notes

You donation will DIRECTLY help a refugee.

tabarakallah:

I’m going to Ritsona, Greece to help out with a refugee camp for 2 weeks.
The camp is in HUGE need of financial assistance. ANYTHING you donate using this link will go toward camp needs. We will document the purchases.
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Please please please SHARE. Any dollar counts. They don’t have anything, not even clean water. I’m giving you an opportunity to assist them in a way that ensures all funds go where they’re supposed to.

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